What does it take to knock you off track when you’re trying to reach a goal? Migraines do it to me sometimes. Although, while I’m sitting here pain-free, I wonder if I could try pushing through the pain to write anyway. I’ll take my medication of course, but can I keep going while I wait for it to work? I’m no glutton for punishment, but I have noticed simply setting an ambitious goal with a hard deadline seems to be followed by a migraine. Is it my fear trying to make me run away from a scary task? If I show my body that I’m not going to run away, would I have fewer migraines?
Other times, it takes much less to derail me. An annoyance with misbehaving technology or a late meal is enough to put me in a bad mood. And apparently, a bad mood is an excuse not to write. At least, in that moment it seems that way. If I look back some day and realize I didn’t achieve my goals because I couldn’t eat lunch on time and got irritated, how will I feel then?